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2011-05-05T06:04:00.000-07:00

Hellos....this blog of mine has been collecting dust for like two years already...time to blow away the dust and start blogging again. Well i just want to blog about this recent relationship that i am having.....it has been going on for like only 8 days and i have been facing objection from my baby's parents....what is wrong with her having a bf......i knw she maybe young and u are scared that she will nt be able to concentrate on her studies....but have u tot of giving her a try and let her have a relationship....what makes u so sure that me as her bf will nt help her with her studies....right.....nw u dun even let me talk to her even ur son u also dun let me talk to him...what is this sia.....no matter what i taught ur son before in the children camp so i am like a big brother to him.....by doing all this u as her parents will make it awakard for us to meet on sunday and have to tot of ur daughter's feeling.....i am nt saying how u should teach ur daughter but do spare a thought for ur daughter.....to me she is mature enough.....she sent me a message which i think i should let u all see......anyways....this is my view......so going to stop here nw and going to sleep liao....will be back to post again soon.....BYE

2009-12-16T00:06:00.000-08:00

Hellos...back to post....has been quite awhile since i last posted anything....anyways....these few days damm stressed....got alot of things to do....especially for the teens camp that is upcoming for my church...super stressed for this things.....got alot of planning to do and it is like a last min camp and there is alot of expection from the adults to us....so must do a good job......cant afford to fail...damm stress lor....somebody save me!!! ARH!!!!...anyways will stop here....got to do some stuff already....will be back to post again some other time...BYE=D

2009-10-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

Hellos...back to post....dun knw why but suddenly feel so lonely and empty.....had this feeling suddenly...maybe cause broke off with gf on friday barx....cause had some arguement....just feel so lonely and empty nw.....see my class all the couples and outside see so many ppl having someone to hold....well dun knw y but i just feel so empty....miss the times i had a gf....nw i understand y ppl feel so happy when they are in love....nw i see the pic...well....think going to be emo until tomorrow.....dun even knw whether can last thru lessons tomorrow...hais....anyways...going to bed soon....will be back to post again soon...BYE

2009-09-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

hellos...back to post...well today spent the whole day with my cousin, grandma, auntie and my parents to celebrate my father's bday...had a great day...went to no signboard seafood restaurant to have lunch and went to hong kong cafe for dinner...really had alot of fun cause keep making fun of my cousin....she alway gets bullied by me and somemore she is older than me lor...hahas.....well....having flu since yesterday...nw still having.....nw going to rest....gd nights.....BYE!!!=D

2009-09-05T07:28:00.000-07:00

Hellos....back to update again...finally i can almost relax already...a big project is off my shoulder already.....nw to handle all the others.....got a few more and then 2 more weeks exam already....have to do alot of things...so many things so little time....hais...well...who cares....lets hope all of this pass by faster.....then i can have one week of enjoyment.....anyways....will stop here....will be back to update soon....BYES=D

2009-08-25T05:26:00.000-07:00

Stress arh!!!....currently studying nw but too tired to put anything more into my almost packed brain....decided to come and blog....well recently gt lots of project piling up.....damm stress lor....i think after this sem going to have white hair already....too stressed already...lols...well rest awhile more then have to go back and study already for my test tomorrow....will be back to post again when i have time again...BYE BYE=D

2009-07-31T08:32:00.000-07:00

hi....back to update....better update....cause gt ppl keep asking me to update.....well have been sick for the past two days.....abit sianz....gotten mc for 2 days....then at home dun knw wat to do.....so was like sleeping everytime.....no choice also cause my medication made me drowsy as well.....well nw quite tired....so going to sleep nw....BYE=D

2009-07-11T09:07:00.000-07:00

Hellos.....back to post.....well just heard something from my friend arnold today....my friend and previous classmate celia has just passed away.....so sad la.....although she was nt really with us for a long period....we still knew her quite well.....so sad to see her go away just like that.....hais......seriously dun knw wat to say......anyways.....tomorrow is her wake......will be attending it tomorrow.....so going to bed nw....will be back to post again soon.....BYE=(

2009-07-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

Hellos...i am back...i better update if nt my mei will say my blog is dead and so on...like u can see in the tag box......well....i am still working in charcoal but nw teaching the new students.....they are rather interested to learn but are lazy at times...cant blame them....my class was also like that when we were there the first time.....but overall they are still quite good.....they have never learned bar showmanship before but they are very fast in picking up on how to handle the bar...which is wat i am teaching until friday...so all in all they are good...anyways....will stop here...cause really nth else to say already....so BYE=D.....will be back to update when i have the feel to blog

2009-06-01T09:15:00.000-07:00

Hellos...back to blog....been quite a long well since i updated....cause no time and too tired to update...but better to update nw if nt my mei mei keep saying i never update....lols..she is like one ... lor....=x....anyways.....i gt another 3 weeks at my restaurant then i finish my work there le but i have to stay back another week to teach the new batch on how to work there....lols....and i saw the new batch lor.....alot of ah beng and ah lians.....but i dun really care....just dun give me probs can liao....hahas....anyways...very tired le....going to bed soon....that is all for nw....BYE=)
p.s. esther mei mei.....i update le hor dun say i never update

2009-04-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

Helos....i am back.....after for so long i never update le......back to update if nt some people say i never update.....that(...)....anways...i have spent three weeks at my restaurant le....manage to pull through although at times it is tiring but me and my friends had fun....caused we joked alot.....but there was some quarelling between the both of the shifts.....although we are from the same class......so disappointed sia.....same class still argue and it has been for quite long le.....how to survive like that for the next 10 weeks......sian sia....i wish all these would stop....ok....enough with all the unhappy things...time to say wat i did today.....after my work which is in the morning...i went to play pool with my friends....had alot of fun......we played and joked alot....fun sia......play until around 7 going to 8 like that then we go home le.....now i am here blogging....dun wish to say anymore le.....tomorrow still have to wake up early....want to sleep le....BYE=D

2009-03-19T05:42:00.000-07:00

hellos.....back to blog again......i had exams for the past few days and yesterday was the worse.....had training restaurant practical exam and i did captain order taking(which is order taking) and wine recommendation...had to do food pairing for the wine part...damm hard la....nearly failed that part....well all in all still manage to pass...sianz lor.....going to have exams next week liao.....but only gt 3 papers only so nvm.....will finish quite fast de...hahas.....and the week after....will be out to a restaurant for attacthment.....for the first week will be doing night shift...which will be 3-11pm.....sianz lor....but will learn lots of things....so should be lots of fun....hahas...oh.....almost forgot to say which restaurant i will be working at......it is called charcoal and it is just beside funan IT mall.....it is a fine dining restaurant....hope i can do well there......but we are nt getting any pay....that is the bad part....abit sianz....but who cares about the money(although i do care abit....hahas) it is the experience that we learned that counts......well will stop here....will be back to post again soon...BYE=)

2009-03-06T08:10:00.000-08:00

Hellos.....long time never update le and someone keep asking me to update so just update lor.....had been really busy for the past few days....had a theme party to plan for and it just ended on wednesday.....finally a big load off my shoulder.....and nw still gt a project to do and then exams coming soon liao....and after this term i will be going out to a resturant for attacthment....well.......really really really very busy.....will update more when i can.....hais....so many things to do...so little time....lols...well.....will only say until here....will be back to update.....whenever i can.....BYE=D

2009-01-29T08:21:00.000-08:00

Hellos.....better update if not some ppl say i never update again....lols....well today went to school for two lessons only then come home le.....had mis in the morning....which is some cmputer class.....in the afternoon had bar showmanship.....the trainer made a few cocktails for us and we tried all....it was pretty nice to drink except for some.....after came home amd daddy say want to watch movie...so went to watch red cliff 2....damm nice la the show although it is two and a half hour show...it was still worth watching although i sit there until my butt pain....the seat was quite hard...that is y...so ppl if u ever go tampines mall gv pls bring a cushion along if u are watching a very long movie....just finished watching the show and nw i am back home here blogging....lols....well....i am pretty tired nw......going to bed soon....will be back to post again real soon.....BYE=D

2009-01-24T07:17:00.000-08:00

Hellos...kena forced to update...cause some girl..who thinks that she is cute ask me to update de....lols.....well....today went to school to have lessons....which was cooking lessons......had alot of fun.....made tomato sauce, chicken stock and also another stock which was the base for almost all campbell soup....forgotten what it was called....anyways....i basically had a fun day today.....well....lazy to type out what i did for the rest of the day.....well be back to post again soon....bye

2009-01-16T07:55:00.000-08:00

Today i had a pretty average day.....went to school and had training resturant....was pretty fun....had alot of things to do.....manage to get a full house today....which was pretty good....but was quite tiring too today....had to stand practically the whole day...but all in all...it was pretty fun....well....nth else to write le.....will post again soon.....BYE

p.s. esther i update le hor....so dun say come here is just to listen song only....lols

2009-01-09T08:17:00.000-08:00

hellos....back to update again....for yesterday and today went back to peicai to help out in npcc.....had quite alot of fun....manage to catch up with a few of my old friends.....yesterday had training....i am in charge of the sec 2s.....a bunch of rascals.....no discipline at all.....took them for campcraft.....quite a boring thing to teach though.....as for today.....helped out in the open house....had to wear full u....dun knw how long never wear le lor.....but still manage to get use to it in the end.....today nt alot of ppl came to our booth....at the most this year we might only have 15 sec 1s only....lols....it was quite happening today.....but of all the ccas......girl guides used the lousy trick in the book to get ppl to join.....which is using food....lols.....who would go join ur cca just because u have food....lols....lousy thing to do long.....no link with the cca....well...all in all....had a pretty fun day.....lols.....well....going to bed le.....will be back to post again soon.....BYE=)

2009-01-07T02:21:00.000-08:00

Today had a very bad day.......having flu for the whole day.....this started from yesterday....when cycling down to serangoon to collect my things from the pig head(read in chinese) aka mu lao hu aka esther.....lols....yesterday with this stupid flu cycle down to collect back my discs and psp from her....damm tiring la.....cycle all the way down from sengkang all the way to serangoon.....should have taken bus but my bus fare is so ex.....so no choice.....well i am going out for dinner le.....later going to see doctor....tomorrow still got to go back to school to help in npcc....dun know whether can make it anot because of this stupid flu......well...will be back to post again soon....BYE=)

p.s. replying tagg:esther: i update le hor...and yes u are a mu lao hu cause u very fierce de...and also ur voice very loud like a lao hu....lols=x

2008-12-25T04:08:00.000-08:00

hellos.....i am back to post again le....i better cause if nt some ppl say i never update....the mu lao hu.....lols.....will going to say wat happened the past few days......on the 23 went to help wei ping give out flyers....gave out to 18 blocks....alot sia....do until quite tired but quite fun.....on the 24 i went to my grandma house to celebrate christmas eve.....had alot of food and of cos the main food is the turkey....it was so nice and shiok....damm nice......then today i went to church in the morning.....my church had a service followed by a lunch buffet.....the food was quite nice although the veg wasn't quite fresh.....well after all that i am back home le.....tomorrow onwards i am going to be quite busy.....i am going to a camp on the 29 and the following few days got alot of planning to do cause i am in the committee....well quite tired now.....might rest early today.....will be back to post again soon.....BYE=)

2008-12-19T23:28:00.000-08:00

Well it has been a long time since i posted anything and i better post something.....if nt some mu lao hu say i never update...lols....well going to say what happened for the past three days...was sick for the past three days....had food poisoning....all thanks to the western food i had in thursday night......food was nt clean then kena......stomach pain until very bad....was sent to hospital.....but was discharged the next day....so nothing wrong....lols.....tonight gt christmas dinner....lucky i recover already if nt cant eat alot of things....lols.....going to enjoy my dinner tonite and have fun......will be back to post again soon.....BYE=)

2008-12-13T05:59:00.000-08:00

Today went out with some of my friends....went to get my own christmas present cause my cell group wanted everyone of the members to get one....dun knw y.....only got a budget of 50 dollars.....well i only spent 28 on a nike pouch.....well had a pretty fun day today.....manage to suan esther...as always...but today damm lucky....she did nt bite me but got punched by her a few times....haha...well...nw back home le...still deciding whether to play computer game or watch show...anyways....will be back to post again pretty soon....BYE=)

2008-12-09T00:18:00.000-08:00

Made to do this quiz...by esther
Starting Time:16:20
Name:Gabriel
Size:???
Height:taller than u...lols
Where do you live:somewhere in singapore
Favorite drinks:nothing in particular
Have you ever break someone heart:yup
Been on plane:of cos...lols
Fallen asleep at school:dun knw how many times le
Fall off chair:No
NeverSaved email:???
What ur room like:blue in colour lor
The last thing u ate:lunch
Ever had chickenpox:yes
Soarthroat:yes
Broken nose:no
Do you believe in love at first sight:yes
Like pinics:nt really
Who is the last person that u dance with:my ex gf
Last person who make u smile:esther
You last yelled at:cant remember who le
Today did u talk to someone you like:no
Kiss anyone:yes..did nt like it at all
Fall sick:stupid question
Talk to an ex:yes
Miss someone:yes
Eat:another stupid question
Sleep with stuffed animals:no
What is under ur bed:nth
Who do you really hate:no one
What time is it now:time for u to buy a watch
Is there a person in ur mind nw:yes
Do u have siblings:nope
Do you want children:dun knw
Do u smile often:nt really
Do u like ur handwriting:only when it is neat
R ur toe nails painted:of cos no la.....lols
Who's bed other than urs will u sleep on:parents
What colour shirt u wearing nw:green
What were u doing at 7pm yesterday:eating dinner
R u a friendly person:yes
U have any pets:yes
Where is the person u have feeling nw:home...i think
Do you sleep with tv on:hell no...waste electricity
Have you ever crawl through the window:crazy arh...who will do that...lols
R u too forgiving:sometimes
R u closer to ur mother/father:mother
Who was the last person u last cry infront of:dun knw...cant remember
How many ppl can u say u really love them:one...the person that i realy love lor
Do you eat healthy:of cos
Do you still have pics with ur ex:nope
Have you ever cry because of somthing someone say to u:yes
If u have a bad mood who do you usually go to:no one
R u loud/quiet most of the time:quiet
R u confident:not really
5 things i were doing 5 years ago:eat sleep drink play study
5 things to do on my list of things to do today:sleep
5 of my bad habits:i have alot

2008-12-05T09:44:00.000-08:00

Today my day was almost spoiled by my father...hais...dun talk about him le...make my blood boils....anyways...today went for chui yee's birthday party....happy birthday chui yee.....well....had quite alot of fun there...saw alot of my old friends...dun knw how to describe the feeling when i saw them...maybe the easier way is to say is happy barx......alot of them have changed in appearance but nt in attitude....most of them are still the same as before...espically ting en...still a joker...hahas.....damm fun lor today....half way through everything...esther called...say want me pei here talk...so talk lor...i guess she was afraid of the dark barx.....that is y she wanted to talk.....although she dun admit but can tell...i am only guessing...i might be wrong...so esther dun get offended okies.....then after the whole party.....damm unlucky la.....gt two police came up to us and ask us to produce cause they tot we were like illegal gathering outside....lols......after we left, we went to central mac outside that playground to sit and chit chat somemore....again kena checked...damm unlucky la...lols.....after that all of us decided to go home lor....nw back home le...going to bed soon...will be back to post again soon....BYE

2008-12-01T05:30:00.000-08:00

Today had a fairly fun day....went out with esther and her friend mickey mouse....went to marine square...wanted to play pool at first....then esther say want to play arcade instead so both of the guys being gentlemen...pei her lor.....then after that went to watch beverly hills chihuahua....show was quite nice....funny at certain parts...overall it is just an average show....i would rate it 3 out of 5 stars....the dogs in the show was pretty cute though.....after that went home....nw back home le....going to watch my show bleach...will be back to post again soon...BYE

2008-11-12T04:23:00.000-08:00

Hais....falling sick liao.....having very bad flu nw......then tomorrow gt test...dun knw whether can concentrate anot.....damm sian sia.....this whole week parents nt in singapore so i home alone...quite gd...lols...well i going to rest le...will be back to post again soon....BYE

2008-11-10T01:04:00.000-08:00

SOMENE REALLY PISSED ME OFF TODAY....MADE ME WASTE MY TIME...PLAN ALREADY THEN SHE SAYS WANT TO CANCEL OFF WHEN I HAVE ALREADY REACHED THAT PLACE....DAMM ANGRY LA....REALLY MADE ME WASTE MY TIME...NEVER GOING TO PLAN ANYTHING FOR HER EVER AGAIN....REALLY REGRET PLANNING IT FOR HER...WASTE MY TIME!!!!!

2008-11-06T06:49:00.000-08:00

I have decided to let go of her...but it is going to be very very painful for me...but as long as she is happy...even if i have to disappear away from her forever i am also willing.....just so long that she is happy....i am willing to give up anything....just dun want to see her sad.....i am bluffing myself nw...just by putting a strong front in front of my friends who know and i just keep tellin them that i am ok but in actual fact...i am bleeding on the inside and badly...hais...even in front of her i also have to put up a strong front just so that she wont worry.....i am really breaking down....but just for her sake and for her to be happy forever i have to do this....i dun know what else i can do....in life there are many corners..some are easy to turn while some are hard.....while the corner i am turning nw is a hard and diffcult one...but somehow one way or another i have to turn this corner if nt i will be stuck there forever...same thing for love....there are also many corner...with each turn u might nt knw who u will be meeting next...u might meet someone or u might nw....or u might have already have someone to walk with u through the corners of life.....well this is all i have to say...will be back to post again soon...BYE

2008-11-04T08:08:00.000-08:00

i am lost...i dun knw whether i should hold on or let go......which should i do....i really love her alot....what should i do...i am scare that if i let her knw how i feel for her...i am afraid that i would lose her...i am really afraid.....but i still really love her and really hope that i can be with her again....just so that i can give her happiness and really take care of her again and never ever to hurt her again......i really love u....i really have change le...i really just hope that u would give me a chance again...ifu read this already....i will be waiting for ur ans...until i have receive ur ans...i will never give up on u

2008-11-03T03:07:00.000-08:00

I finally understand what true love is already....when u really love someone u will do anything for that person and dun need any kind of repayment from that person.....well....i have finally understood what went wrong with my relationship the last time i was with her.....everything that i did for her i expected something in return...well it was the wrong thing to do...and if i remember it correctly....she told me once before that i did everything for her and expected something in return and that is nt love....i dun knw whether she remembers it anot.....well hope that she does.....i was too slow to catch what she was saying then but now i finally understood what she meant.....i was too immature that time....that was also what she told me....well maybe i was......now i finally understood what she meant...damm it....y am i crying when i write this....hais....how i wish i could turn back time and undo everything that i have done and start all over again and let her know how i really feel.....i really regretted what i have done......i really really really loved her alot and now i still do but i know that she will never give me that chance too cause of what i have done and it is totally impossible.....but i dun know whether i am stupid or what....knowing that it wont happen but i still hope that it will happen one day...why why why......i seriously do not know....i have been bluffing myself all this while that i dun have feelings for her but each time i see her.....i wish to tell her how i feel but i am afraid cause i am afraid i might just lose her again.....i really love her alot but i know that it is not possible for us to be together again but i do hope that somehow one day or another we will be.....i really hope so....well if u are to see this post......i just want to let u know that i still love u and even though we cant really be together i think we still can be friends barx but i wish to be more than just ur friend i just hope that it is possible but if it is nt then nvm i can understand y......i just want u to be happy that is all.....i dun know what else i can say already.......i just hope that u are able to read this post

2008-11-03T01:01:00.000-08:00

Hais....i have been thinking alot today....dun know y suddenly feel very very down...it has been a long time since i have this feeling le...i dun know y...the last time i felt this way was when i broke up....felt that i have failed in alot of things....i dun know y.....i now feel that way again...thinking about the past....i have failed in making the girl that i love so much happy and did something that i should nt have done and i lost her because of that....i am such a failure........even now also kena rejected and also alot of other things happened...seriously...i dun know y i am such a person....and i also dun know y....after i have broken up with her....i still think of her so much...i seriously dun know y....is this y i am feeling like that know....i dun know.....will anyone ever notice me and seriously know how i feel......i wish there is someone....but i know that it will never happen....HAIS

2008-11-02T06:22:00.000-08:00

Hais...sad sia...kena rejected...damm sian sia.....hais....today kena rejected by someone that i tried to jio but nt successful cause she gt someone that she like le...so wat to do.....sian sia....well...back to my so called interesting life le.....will be back to post again soon....BYE=(

2008-11-01T16:52:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!!....i am 18 le....finally.....can go clubbing le...but i have started going before i am 18 so nt much of a difference...lols....anyways.....i am so happy today...later going to have dinner with my family...going to eat at botak jones.....well....nth much to write le...will be back to post again soon.....BYE

2008-10-29T20:48:00.000-07:00

I had a fun day today...my lessons today was damm fun....had lots of funny moments but i did nt take videos...if i did and ppl see it they will definitely laugh as well....lols....going to have bowling com this saturday at marine square...will be playing for my church...it is a inter church com...damm sianz lor....hope that i can win...anybody want to come and support feel free to...it will be from 1 to 3pm.....sianz...the day before cant drink alot if nt cant play well...y must have com after my bday...damm sianz...lols...well nth much to write le...will be back to post again soon....BYE

2008-10-28T21:54:00.000-07:00

i am stressing out very fast...argh!!!!...my stupid father is giving alot of stress by nagging...seriously cant take it anymore....now i at home think that i am in a temple with a monk chanting lor...lols....school lesson also getting tougher.....really need to find one day to relax.....to xbt and jiajia...will find one day and ask u all to play pool de...will be pretty soon....cause i seriously need to destress......so try and be available...lols...will nth to write le...will be back to post again soon...BYE

2008-10-26T12:29:00.000-07:00

Today is deepavali...happy deepavali ppl....and wat am i doing on this holiday....nothing....lols.....wanted to go and play pool today to destress de but no one is available...sianz.....nw feel very bored and pretty stressed up...hais...lost job and alot of other things...the list goes on...wat can i do?...i seriously need to destress...to jiajia.....hurry go play pool together so that i can destress.....lols...anyways...back to watch my show hot shot...super nice show...will be back to post again soon...BYE

2008-10-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

well...tot about what i posted yesterday for the whole day today....i think that making my ex hate me is pretty stupid....hope that she can understand.....maybe i was stupid to say i want her to hate me but dun really wish too....hope still can remain as friends...hope that she can understand this.....well....still going after that girl that i said yesterday...hope that she can give chance to be the one to be there for her all the time and be there to share her happiness when she is happy and also to share her saddness with her when she is down...to be the one to be there to comfort her and wipe away her tears.....still waiting for her reply to my question too.....whether it is a yes or a no...i dun really know....but if it turns out to be a no....i would be quite sad but nvm....it is her decision after all.....i will respect her decision...cause loving a person does nt must have her but for her to be happy would be enough.....hope that she sees this.....i love______=).....hope that u would give me a chance....but whatever the outcome is...i would respect it...but i also would like you u to remember this.....i will always be there for u no matter what even if we dun end up together but i really do hope that u would give me a chance to be there for u and be the one to care and love u....that is all i have to say....anyways....nth much to write le....will be backing again to post really soon cause tomorrow i gt bowling training.....maybe will post about....anyways...going to sleep le....BYE

2008-10-21T23:35:00.000-07:00

i dun know what i am doing now is right anot...i am making my ex hate me now cause i want her to forget me and dun really like talk to me and concentrate on the guy that she likes...i hope what i am doing is right although i dun really like to do it but i must cause i really want her to forget about me and i want to forget about her too...hope that she can understand that what i am doing now is for her own good and for her to be happy....anyways....now going after a girl....hope that she will give me a chance.....well....nothing to write le.....will be back to post again soon...BYE

2008-10-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

Damm it.....i feel very sick now....my fever came back today when i was at a wedding dinner.....made me cant enjoy my food....then my mood damm bad la....now back home le....nth much to post le...so will be back to post again soon.....BYE

2008-10-17T21:49:00.000-07:00

Today had a so-so kind of day.....haven fully recover from my flu.....but managed to stay awake in class....had alot of things to memorise today.....damm stress lor...how i wish my lessons does not need to remember so many things....hais.....well.....still hoping that i can get into the singapore youth national bowling team...will train hard for it....anyways....nth much to write le...stopping here...will be back to post again soon

2008-10-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

Today had a average day...had really bad flu this morning and cant concentrate in lessons.....was like sleeping in every lesson....i think i turning in a pig le....everytime feel like sleeping.....lols......then at night went for bowling training.....got scolded by my coach cause my ball release method was wrong and he corrected me......i followed his method and i improve alot in my game....i hit 164 today......i was so happy.....my next target would be 200.....i must hit it before Dec cause i need to go for national try out.....to get into the singapore youth national time i must hit an average of 200.....so must train really hard......i am looking for ppl to play bowling with me on other days other then thursday....anybody interested pls let me knw....thanks......well.....nth else to write le....just hope that i will get into the national team....really want to get in......ppl....wish me luck.....going to bed le....will be back to post again soon....BYE

2008-10-15T00:08:00.000-07:00

Today had quite a fun but tiring day at school.....had training restaurant lesson......learned how to clear a table of 4....had to like carry 4 big plates,4 small plates and all the forks and spoons all in one hand....was very tough at first cause was using the left hand and each plate weighed almost to a kg but after a few tries.....i gt used to it....also learn how to carry a big rectangle tray with like 10 of the big plates on it....also had to carry it on my left hand....was tough at first but got used to it after a few tries....so all in all had a fun day....i also have to start training hard in my bowling le cause i got a try out and i might get into the singapore youth national team......hope tat i can get in...also have to train up my pool skills cause got someone want to challenge.....must nt lose....haha....joking joking......i nt so pro even if i try up....i might still lose...anyways.....now home le....want to rest my left hand le....will be back to post again soon...BYE

2008-10-13T11:45:00.000-07:00

Today got no school....so now at home slacking....but feeling very sick....having slight fever,cough and flu.....hate it when i fall sick....seriously dun like the feeling....and also no money to see doctor....damm sian lor....now nth better to do so come here and post lor....now very very sick....going to lie down in bed and rest......will be back to post again....BYE

2008-10-09T23:19:00.000-07:00

Today had a short but feeling very long day.....went to school for only 3 hours only today....lesson was quite boring.....also went for bowling today....had a damm lousy game...i seriously need a new bowling ball.....anyways...now back home le.....going to go to bed le.....very tired le....will be back to post again soon...BYE

2008-10-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

Today had quite a good day but also abit bad....well....for the good part....i learned quite alot of things in training restaurant today...had quite alot of funny too cause got a few funny moments....well for the bad part of today....i lost my cool today....dun knw y i have been losing my cool so easily for these past few days....i really regretted losing my cool today.....i think i made two person angry today or maybe more i do not knw but i am sure i have made one angry today.....i wont mention who.....i seriously do not know y i keep losing my cool....last time i wasnt like that and it is because of a girl(it is nt who u think it is....it is someone else)....i seriously miss those days...i really wish to change back to my old self...i am now struggling on the inside to try and change....until it really hurts....i also have been praying to God for help....i am struggling...i also wish for someone to help me....well now here is a prayer to u God....dear God....i am really struggling on the inside to change myself until it hurts.....i really need ur help Lord.....even though i appear happy on the outside u knw wat is going on deep down inside me....i am really struggling and deeply hurt on the inside....i pray and hope that u will help me through this period of time.....i pray that u will help me come out a better person after this period of diffculty...and i also pray that u will help me improve my relationship with my friends....i also pray that u will help me to keep my cool....i knw that u will help me Lord so i am entrusting my life to u Lord....and in Jesus name i pray...amen...this is my prayer to u Lord....i have also made quite a bad impression to a few ppl lately...i really hope to change those bad impressions....i also want to say sorry to a few ppl that i have offended, made angry and also hurt....first of all is to germaine...i am sorry for all the things i have said to u in ur blog the last time....i know it is quite hard for u to forgive me cause i have made u really angry.....i can understand how u feel.....i am deeply sorry....second of all is to esther....i am sorry for all the times i have vented my anger at u...i know that u do nt like it....i am sorry...i am also trying to change le.....i am struggling to change but i will continue to carry on to change cause i know tat it is for my own good...i thank u for letting me know that i have nt changed....it has seriously woken me up....i am deeply sorry for making u angry....third of all is chocolate(esther's mei).....i am sorry if i have frighten u by wat i said to u in germaine blog....i am sorry for that....fourth of all is serene....i am sorry if i ever offended u in germaine's blog for that incident.....fifth of all is daryl....i am sorry for all the times i have screwed up in all the project that i have done with u...i am sorry...sixth is to jiayu...i am sorry for going to ur blog to tagged and called u fishy....i am sorry for that.....knw that it is nt really nice....sorry.....last but not least is to my parents.....i am sorry i have nt been a good son.....i am also sorry for all things i have done to make the both of u worry and angry....i am sorry.....i promise u that from today onwards i will be a better son.....to end all of these.....i would say to thes ppl i am really sorry......well.....i will change for the better even though it can be a painful struggle but i will carry on for my own good....i am going to turn over a new leaf......and also if anyone of you find that i am returning back to my old self during this period of time i am turning over.....pls do let me knw without holding back....even if u have to scold me pls do....i will really appreciate it...,well.....before i go to bed...i am going to tell myself to turn ove a new leaf.....now going to go to bed le...bye

2008-10-07T05:45:00.000-07:00

Today start school le....had two lessons today....the first lesson was very mind blowing...y i say so leh...is because got alot of complicated calculation...so complicated under i very blur like a sotong......anyways....now at home le...want to rest my brain...so will be back to post again...bye

2008-10-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

My father is a bloody f***ker, idiot and a bastard.....wat does he know about me...all he does is boss me around and everything must go his way....if it doesn't he will just kao pay kao bu and show one stupid black face...he is a lousy father lor...he doesn't even understand me at all...and he keeps nagging....he is worst then my grandma lor...and not only that...when he nags, he keeps repeating the same thing....anyways....just one sentence to say about him...HE IS A LOUSY FATHER!!!!.....should nt have shifted back in the first place...now feel like moving out again...seriously dun knw wat to do...can anyone tell me wat to do...ARGH!!!

2008-10-06T05:11:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of my holidays...sianz...tomorrow going to start school le....today did nt go out just stayed at home and relaxed......need to relax today cause start school le will be very busy and no time to relax...sianz again...anyways...now going to watch tv le...will be back to post again soon....so see ya.....

2008-10-03T21:31:00.000-07:00

did nt have a gd day yesterday...had quite a big arguement over some matter with some of my friends....the entire matter started because of me.....did nt want it to happen de...to the friend that i made really angry yesterday....i am really sorry did nt mean to make u angry de...hope that u can forgive and forget....i promise u it would never ever happen again.....if u see this hoep u wont be angry le..and to the other....promise u that i would never chu qi at u anymore.....anyways just want to say a big sorry to the both of u.....SORRY....going to have lunch le...will be back to post again soon...bye

2008-10-02T08:19:00.000-07:00

yeah!!! my form is back...u must be wonder wat i am saying...well....it is my bowling...best game tonite...manage to beat some of the better players in my team...hit 164 today...had so much fun....my arm injury has recovered...might be takng part in competitions at the end of the year....so wish me luck=)....now back home le....quite tired after today's bowling....will be back to post again soon...so see ya ppl

ARGH!!!!!

2008-10-01T07:35:00.000-07:00

Today had quite a bad day.....just shifted back in to stay with my parents....just shift back argue le....damm wat la.....dun wan to say wat happened....cause it will make me angry again...anyways...now very tired le..going to bed le....so see ya ppl....will be back to post again soon

2008-09-30T06:52:00.001-07:00

back to post again....my wallet now got one big big hole cause today went down to meet esther and her friends at cp and had to pay for esther's meal and nt only that also had to buy some snacks at bk for her friends...sob sob=(...now wallet one big hole.....have to start saving money le...if nt really no money le...anyways nw back home le.....quite tired....might be sleeping early....so see ya....will be back to post again

2008-09-29T21:13:00.000-07:00

i feel like killing my friend la...ask me take over his shift at work then he go and play...wth...he told me that he got something important to attend to...he lied lor....i just found out...he also told my boss the same reason....i went to tell my boss when i found out that my friend lied...my friend got called back to work in the end....for now i no need to go back to work le.....YEAH!!!(i am free)....next week going to start school le...sianz...anyways...now very hungry...going to go for lunch le.....see ya....will be back to post again soon

SIANZ ARH!!!

2008-09-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today had a very bad day....went for guitar lesson and gt scolded by my teacher because of something that i dun want to talk about....later went for bowling training my injury from last week still not gone yet and i did not know and i went to bowl as hard as i could and in the end my injury got worse and in the end cant play well and still got scolded by my coach....damm wat la my coach so inhuman....ARGH!!!!..hate him....nw at home le...very tired...going to sleep soon...will be back to post again....BYE!!!

2008-09-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

Today had quite a tiring day....went for worship practice just nw....fingers nw quite sore maybe is because very long time never play the guitar le but still able to blog...nw back home le...quite tired le...but still going to watch naruto on youtube before i sleep.....will be back to post again soon....BYE

2008-09-21T21:57:00.000-07:00

Now got nothing to do so came in to blog.....holidays just started and got nothing to do....bored bored bored.....want to go out but no one to go with.....sian arh.....who can free me from my boredom....hais.....anyway going to find something to do at home now(that is if i can find something to do)....will be back to post again soon....BYE

2008-09-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

Today had quite a good day...went out with germaine, esther, serene, jiayu and alien(aka yue han...haha)....had quite a good time although in the starting had a bad start with esther cause made her angry...sorry about that esther....but after that every thing cooled down and she bit me two time(OUCH!!!...quite pain lor) but who cares i got used to it from the last few times le....also played pool today..had quite a good time playing cause got quite a few funny moments but the table condition was quite bad and it was slanted one side....well now home le...quite tired but going to watch naruto before i sleep as usual....bye

2008-09-18T07:49:00.000-07:00

Today had exam, did my front office operations paper....was quite easy...hope that i can pass...i also went to far east with germaine and serene to look for germaine's hats....went round and round but did not manage to find...poor germaine looked so sad....felt so bad not being able to find the hats for her.....will try my best to find the hats next week as it is my holidays...dun worry germaine...will find the hats for u....after all these, i went for guitar lesson....manage to learn how to play better man by robbie willams....yeah!!!....but did not do well in bowling training today...got scolded by my coach for not bowling well and for smsing too much during training....in the end so fed up bowl too hard and i injured my hand....anyways.....nw back home le very tired going to sleep and tomorrow is my last paper....yeah!!!....bye ppl...will be back again to post soon

2008-09-11T07:59:00.000-07:00

1)The person who tag/pass you is
-Germaine

2)Your relationship with him/her is
-friends

3)Your five impression of him/her
-cute, smart, cheerful, friendly, funny at times

4)The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
-nothing that i know of

5)The most memorable thing he/she has said to you
-currently nothing

6)If he/she become your lover, you will
-no comments

7)If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
-nothing cause she is only my friend, nothing else

8)If he/she become your enemy, you will
-dunno

9)If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
-dunno

10)The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
-to get the hat that she wants asap

11)Your overall impression of him/her is
-just adorable

12)How do you think people around you will feel bout you think for?
-Dunno cause i cant read peoples' feelings....haha

13)The characters you love of yourself are
-soft hearted and kind hearted

14)On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are
-very hot tempered

15)The most ideal person you want be is
-haven thought about yet

16)For people that care and like you, say something to them
-love you ppl

17)Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wished to know how they feel bout you

1.Joanne
2.Wei Ping
3.Rytha
4.Felicia
5.Amanda
6.Marcus
7.Caleb
8.Arnold
9.Xavier
10.Jiayu

18)Who is no.6 having relationship with?
-currently no one....single and available....quite good looking too....girls if you want him tell me...can match any one you girls with him

19)Is no.9 a male or female?
-Male

20)If n0.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-maybe yes maybe no....anyway they also dun know each other

21)What is no.2 studying about?
-currently now doing 'O' levels

22)When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
-cant remember le

23)What kind of music does no.8 like?
-R&B

24)Does no.1 have any siblings?
-not that i know of

25)Will you woo no.3?
-maybe

26)How about no.7?
-hell no....i am nt a gay....but we are good friends

27)Is no.4 single?
-nope

28)What is the surname of no.5?
-Tan

29)What's the hobby of no.10?
-Dunno

30)Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
-nope cause they dunno each other

31)Where is no.2 studying at?
-Peicai

32)Talk something casually about no.1
-very cheerful person

33)Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
-hell no

34)Where does no.9 live at?
-in a condo at bukit gombak

35)What colours does no.4 like?
-dunno

36)Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
-nope cause they dun know each other

37)Does no.1 have any pets?
-yes, two hamsters

38)Is no.7 the sexist person in the world?
-no comments

39)What is no.6 doing now?
-online chatting

yeah!!! Finally done

2008-09-09T07:34:00.000-07:00

Germaine want me to do this de

Who was the person who tag you?
-Germaine

What do you think of the person?
-Friend lor

1)Do you eat alot of fast food?
-Not really

2)Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
-Choose not to remember

3)Were you happy when you wake up today?
-Not really....thinking of someone

4)What did u last get upset about?
-The relationship that i broke up from

5)Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
-not really

6)What about in your 5th sent message?
-Dunno

7)Who was the last person you ate with?
-my parents

8)When was the last picture you took a picture of?
-a picture of my whole class sleeping in class

9)When ordering sushi, what do you get?
-salmon sushi, my fav

10)Who was the last person you sat next to?
-my dad

11)What were you doing at 10am?
-sleeping...in dreamland

12)Question missing

13)What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
-Dunno

14)Where is the place you want to be right now?
-Dunno

15)When was the last time you cried?
-today....cause was at a funeral

16)What's your favourite songs at the moment?
-Scars by paparoach

17)What were you doing at 11 last night?
-playing game on my laptop

18)Who's near you?
-no one

19)What were you doing at 5am in the morning?
-In lala land....dreaming

20)What's is bothering you right now?
-This quiz

21)Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?
-my dad

22)Whose house did you go to last?
-my own

23)Who honestly knows everything about you?
-my mum

24)Who broken your heart?
-someone that i dun want to talk about

25)Honestly, do you love someone very much?
-Ya, that someone who broke my heart

26)Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
-cant remember le

27)Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
-use to but now no

28)Are there any parts of your body that hurts?
-my right kneecap

29)In the supermarket, the first things that get your attention is?
-everything

30)How cool do you think you are?
-Dunno

31)Drugs are?
-Bad for health

32)Which one do you think you hate the most?
-dunno

33)Who was the last person to text you today?
-my dad

34)What was the first things you did this morning?
-open my eyes.....lol

35)Who was your last missed call on your cell phone?
-cant remember cause cleared call list le

36)What's the last mistakes you made?
-cant remember

37)What are you listening to right now?
-nothing

38)Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
-my mum

39)Who was the last person to call you ?
-my mum

40)Is there anything that you want to say to someone special?
-Missing you

Write down 10 person to do the quiz
1-10 are the ppl who are close to you
11-14 are the ppl who are not close to you

1)Joanne
2)Wei Ping
3)Rytha
4)Felicia
5)Amanda
6)Marcus
7)Caleb
8)Arnold
9)Xavier
10)Jiayu

2008-09-04T08:55:00.000-07:00

today had a very relaxing day....did nt go to school today(shiok ah!!!).....went for bowling training today just got back....had a very lousy game today...hand feeling very weak dun know y.....maybe because very long never play already......who cares....i will take it that today is a off day for me...will bowl better next week......now very tired....want to sleep...bye

2008-08-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

Today i had a very relaxing day...went to school for only one lesson abit no point but learned alot from that lesson cause it is about law.....after that i went home and slept for awhile before going to the gym in the evening....injured my knee while running now still qutie pain=(.....must get it well soon cause going t run the standard charted run of 10km on the 7 of dec....need to get knee well so can train for it.....now very tired...going to sleep...will be back soon to post again....bye

2008-08-11T07:58:00.000-07:00

today had a very tiring day....went out to do project.....went to bras besarh to get art material to do the model for my project...so much thing to do so little time.....next week is the presentation already....hope have enough time to do......after buying the art materials.....went to amk hub to play pool.....had a fun time but at some time...the songs they play at the pool area made me think of her and i nearly cried(sad sad)....dun know how long more do i have to suffer before i stop thinking of her...hais....ok...now very tired....will be back to post again....so who ever views my blog stay tune for the next post(haha)....bye

2008-08-09T10:52:00.000-07:00

just found out something...that my ex told me that she has a bf but she was lying to me....wth lor.....she has cheated my feelings......i feel so hurt now.....i am already suffering from the break up already and now this.....i wonder how long more i can take this....ARGH!!!!!!.....life sucks to be good

2008-08-09T09:21:00.000-07:00

Today is national day(yeah!!!)....went to my grandma place for dinner....had a fun time there...from there i could see the parade cause my grandma house was facing marina bay...the air show this year was the best of the whole parade enjoyed it the most....but one part of it made me sad...it was when the black knights made a heart in the sky...it made me remember all the times i had with my ex....at that point of time i felt so lonely.....i hope that she knows how i feel for her.....dun know whether she knows how much things i have done for her and what i have done to protect her from any trouble...hope that she can feel it....hais.....had a tiring day but overall it was still fun...happy birthday singapore...very tired now....going to bed...bye

2008-07-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

today was a damm tiring day la.....went to my fren's house whose mother is the boss of a medication oil company....her mother had to rush some stocks and i went over to help and got paid $12 for folding 5000 boxes.....damm little pay la....but it was still a gd exprience...it has taught me tat earning money is nt that easy.....anyway very tired le will be back to write again....BYE

2008-07-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

Today was a fairly gd day for me...my phone nearly spoiled today.....lucky manage to repair it(lol).....also had bowling com today....manange to go through to the quater final(yeah!!!)....so happy=).....nw very tired....will be back again...bye

2008-06-28T08:55:00.000-07:00

today just came back from a one night stay at the raffles hotel...lol. Had a great time at the hotel. View was great...also had a very fillng dinner there too(buffet swiss dinner)....i also just came back from a bbq(lol)...food was great too...now very tired...gointo sleep..zzz..BYE

2008-06-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

hais....today was a damm bad day. Argued with my ex just over a psp. How stupid is that(lol). Broke up with her yesterday and wanted to patch back with her but cant. Anyway,i went for bowling training today and i hit my highest score today(172)....lols.....had quite a good game....was not even affected by the break up...lol
Hope one day can patch back with my ex....my life has suddenly lost it meaning and colour without her in it....anyway going to sleep. Bye

2008-06-23T07:08:00.000-07:00

Today was quite a good day. Went back to school to collect my 'o' level cert and testi and also went to me my girlfriend. went to watch my girlfriend practice in choir after meeting her. the school choir was not very good(lols). even my grandmother can sing better but my girlfriend's voice was ok. After today very tired going to sleep.

2008-06-10T07:22:00.001-07:00

YO new blog created please tagged^^