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superhuman;

Gabriel Lim
1/11/1990
17++
SHATEC
gabriel_lim_1990@live.com
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♥♥♥ Love &

Wednesday, November 12, 2008
4:23 AM
Hais....falling sick liao.....having very bad flu nw......then tomorrow gt test...dun knw whether can concentrate anot.....damm sian sia.....this whole week parents nt in singapore so i home alone...quite gd...lols...well i going to rest le...will be back to post again soon....BYE

Monday, November 10, 2008
1:04 AM
SOMENE REALLY PISSED ME OFF TODAY....MADE ME WASTE MY TIME...PLAN ALREADY THEN SHE SAYS WANT TO CANCEL OFF WHEN I HAVE ALREADY REACHED THAT PLACE....DAMM ANGRY LA....REALLY MADE ME WASTE MY TIME...NEVER GOING TO PLAN ANYTHING FOR HER EVER AGAIN....REALLY REGRET PLANNING IT FOR HER...WASTE MY TIME!!!!!

Thursday, November 6, 2008
6:49 AM
I have decided to let go of her...but it is going to be very very painful for me...but as long as she is happy...even if i have to disappear away from her forever i am also willing.....just so long that she is happy....i am willing to give up anything....just dun want to see her sad.....i am bluffing myself nw...just by putting a strong front in front of my friends who know and i just keep tellin them that i am ok but in actual fact...i am bleeding on the inside and badly...hais...even in front of her i also have to put up a strong front just so that she wont worry.....i am really breaking down....but just for her sake and for her to be happy forever i have to do this....i dun know what else i can do....in life there are many corners..some are easy to turn while some are hard.....while the corner i am turning nw is a hard and diffcult one...but somehow one way or another i have to turn this corner if nt i will be stuck there forever...same thing for love....there are also many corner...with each turn u might nt knw who u will be meeting next...u might meet someone or u might nw....or u might have already have someone to walk with u through the corners of life.....well this is all i have to say...will be back to post again soon...BYE

Tuesday, November 4, 2008
8:08 AM
i am lost...i dun knw whether i should hold on or let go......which should i do....i really love her alot....what should i do...i am scare that if i let her knw how i feel for her...i am afraid that i would lose her...i am really afraid.....but i still really love her and really hope that i can be with her again....just so that i can give her happiness and really take care of her again and never ever to hurt her again......i really love u....i really have change le...i really just hope that u would give me a chance again...ifu read this already....i will be waiting for ur ans...until i have receive ur ans...i will never give up on u

Monday, November 3, 2008
3:07 AM
I finally understand what true love is already....when u really love someone u will do anything for that person and dun need any kind of repayment from that person.....well....i have finally understood what went wrong with my relationship the last time i was with her.....everything that i did for her i expected something in return...well it was the wrong thing to do...and if i remember it correctly....she told me once before that i did everything for her and expected something in return and that is nt love....i dun knw whether she remembers it anot.....well hope that she does.....i was too slow to catch what she was saying then but now i finally understood what she meant.....i was too immature that time....that was also what she told me....well maybe i was......now i finally understood what she meant...damm it....y am i crying when i write this....hais....how i wish i could turn back time and undo everything that i have done and start all over again and let her know how i really feel.....i really regretted what i have done......i really really really loved her alot and now i still do but i know that she will never give me that chance too cause of what i have done and it is totally impossible.....but i dun know whether i am stupid or what....knowing that it wont happen but i still hope that it will happen one day...why why why......i seriously do not know....i have been bluffing myself all this while that i dun have feelings for her but each time i see her.....i wish to tell her how i feel but i am afraid cause i am afraid i might just lose her again.....i really love her alot but i know that it is not possible for us to be together again but i do hope that somehow one day or another we will be.....i really hope so....well if u are to see this post......i just want to let u know that i still love u and even though we cant really be together i think we still can be friends barx but i wish to be more than just ur friend i just hope that it is possible but if it is nt then nvm i can understand y......i just want u to be happy that is all.....i dun know what else i can say already.......i just hope that u are able to read this post

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1:01 AM
Hais....i have been thinking alot today....dun know y suddenly feel very very down...it has been a long time since i have this feeling le...i dun know y...the last time i felt this way was when i broke up....felt that i have failed in alot of things....i dun know y.....i now feel that way again...thinking about the past....i have failed in making the girl that i love so much happy and did something that i should nt have done and i lost her because of that....i am such a failure........even now also kena rejected and also alot of other things happened...seriously...i dun know y i am such a person....and i also dun know y....after i have broken up with her....i still think of her so much...i seriously dun know y....is this y i am feeling like that know....i dun know.....will anyone ever notice me and seriously know how i feel......i wish there is someone....but i know that it will never happen....HAIS

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Sunday, November 2, 2008
6:22 AM
Hais...sad sia...kena rejected...damm sian sia.....hais....today kena rejected by someone that i tried to jio but nt successful cause she gt someone that she like le...so wat to do.....sian sia....well...back to my so called interesting life le.....will be back to post again soon....BYE=(

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Saturday, November 1, 2008
4:52 PM
Yeah!!!....i am 18 le....finally.....can go clubbing le...but i have started going before i am 18 so nt much of a difference...lols....anyways.....i am so happy today...later going to have dinner with my family...going to eat at botak jones.....well....nth much to write le...will be back to post again soon.....BYE