Wednesday, October 29, 2008
8:48 PM
I had a fun day today...my lessons today was damm fun....had lots of funny moments but i did nt take videos...if i did and ppl see it they will definitely laugh as well....lols....going to have bowling com this saturday at marine square...will be playing for my church...it is a inter church com...damm sianz lor....hope that i can win...anybody want to come and support feel free to...it will be from 1 to 3pm.....sianz...the day before cant drink alot if nt cant play well...y must have com after my bday...damm sianz...lols...well nth much to write le...will be back to post again soon....BYE
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
9:54 PM
i am stressing out very fast...argh!!!!...my stupid father is giving alot of stress by nagging...seriously cant take it anymore....now i at home think that i am in a temple with a monk chanting lor...lols....school lesson also getting tougher.....really need to find one day to relax.....to xbt and jiajia...will find one day and ask u all to play pool de...will be pretty soon....cause i seriously need to destress......so try and be available...lols...will nth to write le...will be back to post again soon...BYE
Sunday, October 26, 2008
12:29 PM
Today is deepavali...happy deepavali ppl....and wat am i doing on this holiday....nothing....lols.....wanted to go and play pool today to destress de but no one is available...sianz.....nw feel very bored and pretty stressed up...hais...lost job and alot of other things...the list goes on...wat can i do?...i seriously need to destress...to jiajia.....hurry go play pool together so that i can destress.....lols...anyways...back to watch my show hot shot...super nice show...will be back to post again soon...BYE
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
11:34 PM
well...tot about what i posted yesterday for the whole day today....i think that making my ex hate me is pretty stupid....hope that she can understand.....maybe i was stupid to say i want her to hate me but dun really wish too....hope still can remain as friends...hope that she can understand this.....well....still going after that girl that i said yesterday...hope that she can give chance to be the one to be there for her all the time and be there to share her happiness when she is happy and also to share her saddness with her when she is down...to be the one to be there to comfort her and wipe away her tears.....still waiting for her reply to my question too.....whether it is a yes or a no...i dun really know....but if it turns out to be a no....i would be quite sad but nvm....it is her decision after all.....i will respect her decision...cause loving a person does nt must have her but for her to be happy would be enough.....hope that she sees this.....i love______=).....hope that u would give me a chance....but whatever the outcome is...i would respect it...but i also would like you u to remember this.....i will always be there for u no matter what even if we dun end up together but i really do hope that u would give me a chance to be there for u and be the one to care and love u....that is all i have to say....anyways....nth much to write le....will be backing again to post really soon cause tomorrow i gt bowling training.....maybe will post about....anyways...going to sleep le....BYE
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
11:35 PM
i dun know what i am doing now is right anot...i am making my ex hate me now cause i want her to forget me and dun really like talk to me and concentrate on the guy that she likes...i hope what i am doing is right although i dun really like to do it but i must cause i really want her to forget about me and i want to forget about her too...hope that she can understand that what i am doing now is for her own good and for her to be happy....anyways....now going after a girl....hope that she will give me a chance.....well....nothing to write le.....will be back to post again soon...BYE
Saturday, October 18, 2008
11:47 PM
Damm it.....i feel very sick now....my fever came back today when i was at a wedding dinner.....made me cant enjoy my food....then my mood damm bad la....now back home le....nth much to post le...so will be back to post again soon.....BYE
Friday, October 17, 2008
9:49 PM
Today had a so-so kind of day.....haven fully recover from my flu.....but managed to stay awake in class....had alot of things to memorise today.....damm stress lor...how i wish my lessons does not need to remember so many things....hais.....well.....still hoping that i can get into the singapore youth national bowling team...will train hard for it....anyways....nth much to write le...stopping here...will be back to post again soonLabels: stress plus training training training=disaters
Thursday, October 16, 2008
10:55 PM
Today had a average day...had really bad flu this morning and cant concentrate in lessons.....was like sleeping in every lesson....i think i turning in a pig le....everytime feel like sleeping.....lols......then at night went for bowling training.....got scolded by my coach cause my ball release method was wrong and he corrected me......i followed his method and i improve alot in my game....i hit 164 today......i was so happy.....my next target would be 200.....i must hit it before Dec cause i need to go for national try out.....to get into the singapore youth national time i must hit an average of 200.....so must train really hard......i am looking for ppl to play bowling with me on other days other then thursday....anybody interested pls let me knw....thanks......well.....nth else to write le....just hope that i will get into the national team....really want to get in......ppl....wish me luck.....going to bed le....will be back to post again soon....BYELabels: training training training
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
12:08 AM
Today had quite a fun but tiring day at school.....had training restaurant lesson......learned how to clear a table of 4....had to like carry 4 big plates,4 small plates and all the forks and spoons all in one hand....was very tough at first cause was using the left hand and each plate weighed almost to a kg but after a few tries.....i gt used to it....also learn how to carry a big rectangle tray with like 10 of the big plates on it....also had to carry it on my left hand....was tough at first but got used to it after a few tries....so all in all had a fun day....i also have to start training hard in my bowling le cause i got a try out and i might get into the singapore youth national team......hope tat i can get in...also have to train up my pool skills cause got someone want to challenge.....must nt lose....haha....joking joking......i nt so pro even if i try up....i might still lose...anyways.....now home le....want to rest my left hand le....will be back to post again soon...BYELabels: training training training
Monday, October 13, 2008
11:45 AM
Today got no school....so now at home slacking....but feeling very sick....having slight fever,cough and flu.....hate it when i fall sick....seriously dun like the feeling....and also no money to see doctor....damm sian lor....now nth better to do so come here and post lor....now very very sick....going to lie down in bed and rest......will be back to post again....BYELabels: monday blues....who gt money for me to see doctor
Thursday, October 9, 2008
11:19 PM
Today had a short but feeling very long day.....went to school for only 3 hours only today....lesson was quite boring.....also went for bowling today....had a damm lousy game...i seriously need a new bowling ball.....anyways...now back home le.....going to go to bed le.....very tired le....will be back to post again soon...BYE
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
8:32 AM
Today had quite a good day but also abit bad....well....for the good part....i learned quite alot of things in training restaurant today...had quite alot of funny too cause got a few funny moments....well for the bad part of today....i lost my cool today....dun knw y i have been losing my cool so easily for these past few days....i really regretted losing my cool today.....i think i made two person angry today or maybe more i do not knw but i am sure i have made one angry today.....i wont mention who.....i seriously do not know y i keep losing my cool....last time i wasnt like that and it is because of a girl(it is nt who u think it is....it is someone else)....i seriously miss those days...i really wish to change back to my old self...i am now struggling on the inside to try and change....until it really hurts....i also have been praying to God for help....i am struggling...i also wish for someone to help me....well now here is a prayer to u God....dear God....i am really struggling on the inside to change myself until it hurts.....i really need ur help Lord.....even though i appear happy on the outside u knw wat is going on deep down inside me....i am really struggling and deeply hurt on the inside....i pray and hope that u will help me through this period of time.....i pray that u will help me come out a better person after this period of diffculty...and i also pray that u will help me improve my relationship with my friends....i also pray that u will help me to keep my cool....i knw that u will help me Lord so i am entrusting my life to u Lord....and in Jesus name i pray...amen...this is my prayer to u Lord....i have also made quite a bad impression to a few ppl lately...i really hope to change those bad impressions....i also want to say sorry to a few ppl that i have offended, made angry and also hurt....first of all is to germaine...i am sorry for all the things i have said to u in ur blog the last time....i know it is quite hard for u to forgive me cause i have made u really angry.....i can understand how u feel.....i am deeply sorry....second of all is to esther....i am sorry for all the times i have vented my anger at u...i know that u do nt like it....i am sorry...i am also trying to change le.....i am struggling to change but i will continue to carry on to change cause i know tat it is for my own good...i thank u for letting me know that i have nt changed....it has seriously woken me up....i am deeply sorry for making u angry....third of all is chocolate(esther's mei).....i am sorry if i have frighten u by wat i said to u in germaine blog....i am sorry for that....fourth of all is serene....i am sorry if i ever offended u in germaine's blog for that incident.....fifth of all is daryl....i am sorry for all the times i have screwed up in all the project that i have done with u...i am sorry...sixth is to jiayu...i am sorry for going to ur blog to tagged and called u fishy....i am sorry for that.....knw that it is nt really nice....sorry.....last but not least is to my parents.....i am sorry i have nt been a good son.....i am also sorry for all things i have done to make the both of u worry and angry....i am sorry.....i promise u that from today onwards i will be a better son.....to end all of these.....i would say to thes ppl i am really sorry......well.....i will change for the better even though it can be a painful struggle but i will carry on for my own good....i am going to turn over a new leaf......and also if anyone of you find that i am returning back to my old self during this period of time i am turning over.....pls do let me knw without holding back....even if u have to scold me pls do....i will really appreciate it...,well.....before i go to bed...i am going to tell myself to turn ove a new leaf.....now going to go to bed le...bye
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
5:45 AM
Today start school le....had two lessons today....the first lesson was very mind blowing...y i say so leh...is because got alot of complicated calculation...so complicated under i very blur like a sotong......anyways....now at home le...want to rest my brain...so will be back to post again...bye
Monday, October 6, 2008
8:14 AM
My father is a bloody f***ker, idiot and a bastard.....wat does he know about me...all he does is boss me around and everything must go his way....if it doesn't he will just kao pay kao bu and show one stupid black face...he is a lousy father lor...he doesn't even understand me at all...and he keeps nagging....he is worst then my grandma lor...and not only that...when he nags, he keeps repeating the same thing....anyways....just one sentence to say about him...HE IS A LOUSY FATHER!!!!.....should nt have shifted back in the first place...now feel like moving out again...seriously dun knw wat to do...can anyone tell me wat to do...ARGH!!!
5:11 AM
Today is the last day of my holidays...sianz...tomorrow going to start school le....today did nt go out just stayed at home and relaxed......need to relax today cause start school le will be very busy and no time to relax...sianz again...anyways...now going to watch tv le...will be back to post again soon....so see ya.....
Friday, October 3, 2008
9:31 PM
did nt have a gd day yesterday...had quite a big arguement over some matter with some of my friends....the entire matter started because of me.....did nt want it to happen de...to the friend that i made really angry yesterday....i am really sorry did nt mean to make u angry de...hope that u can forgive and forget....i promise u it would never ever happen again.....if u see this hoep u wont be angry le..and to the other....promise u that i would never chu qi at u anymore.....anyways just want to say a big sorry to the both of u.....SORRY....going to have lunch le...will be back to post again soon...bye
Thursday, October 2, 2008
8:19 AM
yeah!!! my form is back...u must be wonder wat i am saying...well....it is my bowling...best game tonite...manage to beat some of the better players in my team...hit 164 today...had so much fun....my arm injury has recovered...might be takng part in competitions at the end of the year....so wish me luck=)....now back home le....quite tired after today's bowling....will be back to post again soon...so see ya ppl
ARGH!!!!!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
7:35 AM
Today had quite a bad day.....just shifted back in to stay with my parents....just shift back argue le....damm wat la.....dun wan to say wat happened....cause it will make me angry again...anyways...now very tired le..going to bed le....so see ya ppl....will be back to post again soon
